isn’t through my words
it’s not even through the way i walk or dress
i mean in a way it is through those things, but when doing so, I never feel completely free from criticism, i never feel completely free from judgement. So, in a way, it isn’t just me.
One of the things I do, that is completely me, is snowboarding. I know, stupid yeah? But others have their own creative outlet… (may it be spoken word, dance, clothing, music, or art… ) and snowboarding tends to just be mine. I mean i can the previously mentioned things (and i definitely try sometimes), but they take shape through public reaction.
I’m not even great at snowboarding, but it satisfies me on a level that not many other things can.

I’d rather get high off a jump then high from weed
i’d rather get a buzz from adrenaline then a buzz from drinking
…. i’d rather break my teeth on a box, then gettin’ them knocked out in a stupid fight for a stupid reason.
HAHAHA jus sayin’
